Tuesday 28 July 2015

Di Buffalo, rindu KK.
Di KK, rindu Buffalo.

Apakah.






Rindu hidup bujang sebenarnya. I mean, not that I am someone's wife, but hidup without parents, without family being too close. I really appreciate my time growing up by myself. I can judge, and truly grow. Kun anta, bak kata pak Arab fofular tu.

Alhamdulillah I earned myself two bachelor's degrees. Graduated with magna cum laude, which was my target. I got myself an Honors regalia. But I am not proud by either of them. 

The thing that I am proud the most is being able to have all those, while being able to survive by myself. I am proud that I can install electricity, gas and WiFi connection at my house, while I was alone. Nobody helped my. I cleaned my residence, so that anyone who enters it could feel comfortable. And I had a neighbor who were eased with my presence. I am proud cuz I had overcome all challenges,  and still got what I wanted.

Alhamdulillah.
Tapi semua tu takkan terjadi kalau takde orang yang paling kurang, tunjukkan kat aku kat mana pejabat elektrik, atau ajar aku macam mana nak guna drier. May Allah reward all those people who taught me life.






Aish rindu disiplin hidup aku dulu.
Rindu bangun awal, pergi bancuh kopi.
Macam-macam bau kopi. Kopi terakhir aku berperisa dan berbau pecan.


Rindu basikal cabok aku.
Asal kayuh je berbunyi.
Kalau bunyi pelan takpela ini sampai nu jauh 2 blok dapat dengar.


Rindu menghadap cermin tingkap bilik.
Overlooking backyard.



Rindu jalan ke sekolah.