Great Admin it is!

It's time of the year for annual performance review and I am excited because I have been in this job for over 6 months, and things so far look okay. OK JELAHHH.

In the beginning I am totally reluctant to ask this one person for feedback. I mean, why should I. Until a discussion with my counselor (the person in charge for my overall well-being, in short, who will affect boss's opinion on me to a large extent), who asked me to just get the person's view. Penatlah menaip person person, let's name them - GH and PK. GH is the counselor and PK is the person-whom-I-don't-want-to-get-review-from. 

It's not that I am not in good term with PK, it's just well, PK is ad hoc. Hmm not really ad hoc but kinda.

So the system in this office is surprisingly transparent. Meaning to say whatever people talked about you, or typed actually, can be read. Haha.

So upon PK responded to my request, okla kan dia respond jugak, with my never-insof curiosity, I opened PK's review to read. I know I was mean to PK before, on certain days and on certain things, not mean la, like *firm*.

Office politics is that they(me) gotta be nice to some people for future's sake, and I believe PK is like that. 

Tengok-tengok ditulisnya "expert in administrative 'stuff'" kome...

Hmmm...maybe I am too sensitive. I am reading multiple lines under from that one sentence. Maybe I should just read it at surface value.

At least, it's a praise...right? Mmmkay!

After 3 years !

Hello blog,

After 3 years now I'm back.

Wow peliknya baca blog sendiri, macam time capsule. This time around, malas nak italicize all those English words, German words whatsoever word not in Malay. Malaslah. Betapa skemanya aku dulu haha.

Now I'm nearing 30 walaweyyy surreal gila typing this blog now.

All that I wished before, and worked for, not wish only ya, almost all came true by God's grace.

I have:

1. A house, my own house. Ok on loan la I mean c'mon I'm not crazy rich, not even rich, but close.

2. A car. On load jugak, both these are currently on moratorium. Which reminds me, I need to check their statuses.

3. A husband. Opposite of my biological father and I am grateful for that.

4. A child. Accidental but now she's 3 so oklah. Didn't know I can raise a human that long, pokok pun tak sampai setahun dah layu mati.

5. A career. Not what I dreamed of, but something that keeps me going (and down), something that can give that jolt of adrenaline and stress. Most importantly, that I am very grateful of too, an international company.

6. A dream, or dreams, but I accumulate them together so it's a dream, not dreams - umrah, Haji, a second house, to drop everything one day and start something on my own.

Ok that's all as a 3-year quick summary of me. 

Going to be active back on writing here.

I was thinking of changing the layout to something cleaner, white wash ke kan...but upon seeing the picture I took years back with my sister's back that she didn't want to own anymore, I rest my case, bio jela.