Alkisah.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Kisah ini ditaip semata-mata untuk menghargai waktu-waktu getir dan gembira yang pernah ditempuh. Semoga perjalanan ini tak dilupakan, dan menjadi semangat motivasi untuk masa hadapan hendaknya. :D

 UB nan indah

Entah kenape susah sangat nak masuk UB ni. And it all begins starting from Spring semester lagi.

Orang lain semua dah dapat dah offer letter, and this include budak2 yang apply for UB as well (my batch). Tensen. Encik Sohami kate kalau tak dapat tu resort to other university in the list jela. Tapi takpe, aku still yakin insyaallah aku dapat, even though hari berganti hari, and aku makin jadi macam mayat hidup. Luar je nampak aku pakai colourful, tapi dalam hati (and aku rase ternampak jua di wajahku ahaai), gelap takde pelita. Yes, memang aku apply lagi dua university – Rochester Institute of Technology (RIT) & Indiana University Bloomington. Yang pertama dapat was RIT. And I was happy – so phony. ~ Afterward, aku dapat IU. Ouish...even orang yang nak pergi IU pun tak dapat lagi. Tapi macam previous case, I was faking happy. Bersyukur tu yes, tapi selagi tak dapat UB, I won’t be happy – the real happy.

Silapnya? Oho aku rase nak menyumpah seranah dalam bahasa Sanskrit je. Just because dorang tak dapat salinan TOEFL aku. TOEFL! Aku dah print-screen, scan, even hantar hard copy, still tak dapat. Jadinye, benda tu kacau review aku. Hmppdfdfiei*)***18293.

So, takpe...takpe. Hantar again. And again. Then, jeng jeng jeng...datang la announcement that says all jpa-sponsored students must inform their university of choice before May something. Ah sudah. Surat tawaran university tak dapat lagi. OK tension. Chemistry lecture plak dah mcm keretapi shinkansen. Quiz kena score!Exam dah dekat. Aahh sudah!

Mengambil langkah drastic lagi desperate, aku pun call UB. Alhamdulillah the conversation didn’t take long. Alhamdulillah the people there can understand my English. Heheh. Means accent aku ok la tu kan?haha. =.=”  Apa aku cakap?Ngahaha. Aku cakap, if yes I was accepted, please keluarkan surat tawaran tu segera sebab sponsor saya nak pilihan university muktamad. Boy...I really sound like “If you don’t take me, I will *** your campus!” . LOL. Serious memaksa. Hahahaha. But it worked. Alhamdulillah. The power of persuasion.

Alhamdulillah, maka dapatla aku offer letter before May something tu. Waima aku agak kecik hati dengan takdir aku – was among the last persons kot yg dpt offer letter.And i am telling you during this stressful hours, you’ll found your true friend(s). You will know your limits, how you really act and behave in this hard moment. Your relationship with God; whether you worship Him because of the oblivious worldly matter (ie kelancaran dalam urusan harian, rezeki, etc) or purely because you WANT to worship Him. How your faith towards Qada’ and Qadar and so forth. Gosh, without such trial, you’ll never know you will learn so much from life – tapi aku bersyukur, sebab aku dapat jugak ape yang aku nak. Waahhh tu dia optimism!

Oho kisah ini tak habis di sini. No no.Nehi.

p/s: I would change this blog title and description. sungguh tak sesuaei...~ignore my grammar, for both languages. this is a blog.hoho